Do You Have To?
Really?
Do you have to do that
Insulting me with those words
Why do you think it's okay,
To treat me that way.
Really?
I want to tell you
I want to let you know
That every word you say,
Is just a burden that you bare.
Why do you act like this,
A child with no one there,
To go to when he's scared
Or cry to when he's sad
Right now I feel like that child
Because it seems like you don't care
About anything, or anyone
Other than yourself
But on the other hand,
You used to always be there
But now that you're gone
Please tell me, what do I do?
Please tell me, where do I go?
Please tell me, why don't you care?
Really?
Are you just hiding it
Your true emotions locked away,
That's no good for anyone
So why am I doing the same?
I don't know why but you're the one
You don't realise though,
How much I care.
How much I love.
How much I wish...
How much I miss you...
7 Comments – Post a comment
Ihavethecyrusvirusx
Commented 6 months ago - 17th November 2011 - 13:05pm
Kate, I love this. Especially since I (think at least) know your inspiration. I didn't know you wrote poems! Really good :) x
eddie secretary
Commented 6 months ago - 18th November 2011 - 15:25pm
i have to agree with Cyrus Virus here, that is a really good poem, it has really made me think and it has hit me to the soul, especially since i know what it feels like
SynysterKatie
Commented 6 months ago - 19th November 2011 - 10:24am
Awh thanks guys! :) and I haven't really written poems before, just thought I'd give it a try! Obviously worth it :) Oh, and the inspiration... Lol, it hurts.
Deliah
Commented 6 months ago - 19th November 2011 - 23:01pm
I love this poem, you're really good. I know how you feel too. Had an ex who didn't seem to care...found someone who does now :) and I couldn't be happier. x
Ihavethecyrusvirusx
Commented 6 months ago - 20th November 2011 - 01:11am
You're so brave for writing it, Kate and I'm so proud of you for getting through it. You know I'm always there for you and you don't deserve what you went through. Love you x
SynysterKatie
Commented 6 months ago - 21st November 2011 - 21:48pm
Awh thanks Jaz! :) Means a lot, I ain't totally over it yet, after 6 months with not even looking at him :L it's weird, I still cry about it sometimes... It's freakin' hard! :( but same to you too Jaz :) Love youuuu! xx
Ihavethecyrusvirusx
Commented 6 months ago - 22nd November 2011 - 14:15pm
Welcome! I know you're not and it'll take time. I guess you just gotta distract yourself. What distracted me when I was really down in the dumps was Josie having a fit for something so silly! I'm sure you've seen her do that, haven't you? Watch her next time- it makes things so much funnier! And loves you morer :P ;) xxx